My thoughts are this. The brass band movement in the UK is in terminal decline in the UK, largely due to its obsesssion with contesting and obsession with the past. There are too many people who make a very decent living out of keeping it the way it is, despite all the signs.
There is no seat for me to go to, if I decided I wanted to play again. I'm not good enough to be a soloist, and euphonium and piano for me is distinctly unsatisfying. UK Wind and concert bands are dreadful.
Also the very fertile seed of doubt has been planted in my mind and I don't know if I could play under pressure (probably largely my own). That would ruin it for me. No, it's been a long and generally enjoyable ride, but it's time to put it to bed and leave it those who still have the enthusiasm.
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